karma

do you believe in karma?
like in savage garden's song, i believe in karma.
did i get the karma coz i try to forget you?
coz now, he suddenly doesn't care about me.
yeah... it is may be my karma.

seandainya...

seandainya kamu hanya benar-benar jahat atau benar-benar baik padaku, maka aku tidak akan bimbang saat ini.
kadang kau baik, kadang kau menyakitiku.
saat aku memutuskan sesuatu kamu berubah sehingga aku selalu mengubah keputusanku.
sebenarnya apa yang kau mau?
apa yang kau inginkan dariku?
karena aku sudah tak tahu lagi harus berbuat apa...

tapi mungkin sebenarnya aku yang seharusnya bisa tegas dengan diriku sendiri tapi ntah kau begitu sangat berpengaruh.

kamu...

ough..
kenapa siy ada dirimu?
membuatku bimbang, terpesona, salang tingkah, berdebar-debar, dan juga sedih.

life is jazz

jazz is one and only music when it is created.
for me life is like jazz.
all the things happened once and cannot be repeated.
so that is why life is so unique.
there are happiness and sadness.

lui

maaf ya...

mistakes

yesterday i made too many mistakes.
first, i supposed not to ask you for my need.
second, i supposed not to phone him.
third, i supposed not to cry.
forth, i supposed to say 'thank you' to you.
fith, i supposed to just see him from far.

*sigh*!!
doclo!!!!
kenapa gua sampe segitunya ya?
huhuhu...

It Don't Mean A Thing (If It Ain't Got That Swing)

What good is melody, what good is music,
if it ain't possessin' something sweet?
It ain't the melody, it ain't the music.
There's something else that makes the tune complete.

It don't mean a thing, if it ain't got that swing.
Doo-wat doo-wat, doo-wat doo-wat, doo-wat doo-wat.
It don't mean a thing, all you got to do is sing.
Doo-wat doo-wat, doo-wat doo-wat, doo-wat doo-wat, doo-wat doo-wat

It makes no diff'rence if that rhythm's sweet or hot,
just give that rhythm ev'rything you got.
It don't mean a thing, if it ain't got that swing.
Doo-wat doo-wat, doo-wat doo-wat, doo-wat doo-wat, doo-wat doo-wat,
Doo-wat doo-wat, doo-wat doo-wat, doo-waaaa.

Words & Music by Duke Ellington, 1932
Recorded by Ella Fitzgerald, 1966

Sunday Morning

Sunday morning, rain is falling
Steal some covers, share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in

But things just get so crazy, living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road, get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That maybe all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather, still together when it ends

That maybe all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy, living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning, rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning

(maroon 5)

suka banget lagu ini!!!

singing in the rain

I'm singing in the rain
Just singing in the rain
What a glorious feeling
I'm happy again


I'm laughing at clouds
So dark up above
The sun's in my heart
And I'm ready for love
For love


Let the stormy clouds chase
Everyone from the place
Come on with the rain
I've a smile on my face
I'll walk down the lane
With a happy refrain
Singing, singing in the rain
In the rain.

(dari meta)

orange

ini dia buah kesukaanku!!

kenapa selalu seperti ini...

sepertinya selalu saja salah.
sepertinya tidak pernah benar.
sungguh..
aku tidak bermaksud buruk padamu.
kenapa kau tidak bisa melihat dari sudut pandangku?
asal kau tahu,
aku ingin kau mendapatkan yang terbaik.
maafkan jika itu ternyata tidak berkenan atau caraku salah.

underestimation

kenapa ya akhir-akhir ini gua merasa kalo orang-orang itu meng-underestimate-in gua.
awalnya gua tanggepin dengan senyum.
tapi... eh, terus aja berlanjut.
gua tau gua bukan orang yang hebat.
ga ada prestasi yang "wahh..!!"
tapi tolong gitu.
gua juga manusia (koq kaya judul lagu ya?)
apalagi sama satu orang itu *argh*
pengen marah banget!!!

flower for algernon

i wanna feel my love
i wanna feel my dream
i wanna feel my soul
i wanna feel my life

i wanna feel my love together ...

(kyosuke himuro; mito orihara, honesty)

ingin merasakan...

saat ini..
pengen banget jatuh cinta
pengen punya perasaan deg-deg-an
pengen punya perasaan berbunga-bunga
pengen bisa mesem-mesem sendiri karena mengingatnya
pengen bahagia
pengen JATUH CINTA!!!

jatuh cinta..
berjuta rasanya
(titiek puspa)

terluka

entah mengapa hati ini terus terluka
seakan tidak sembuh oleh apa pun
apa mungkin karena belum ada maaf?
aku sudah lelah dengan semua sakit yang kurasa
aku juga ingin bahagia
tapi...
apa karena belum ada maaf

apa aku hanya bisa seperti itu?

aku bermaksud untuk menyenangkan
aku bermaksud baik
tapi yang terjadi hanya sebaliknya
apa aku memang bukan sumber kebahagiaan?

sedih
terluka
marah

... karena aku ingin membuat orang bahagia
terutama dirimu