jealousy

tell that i am stupid.
tell that i am disgusting.
tell that i am paranoid.
tell that i am over reacting.
tell that it sucks.
but yeah i am totally jealous with anything if it connected with her.
i don't when it started but it was just like a klik and i started worrying about losing you.
i know it is ridicilous but it is what i feel.
may be it is right that i am a paranoid.
i do not know... i just know that i do love you and i do not want to lose you.
may be i love you too much.

*bleh* it sucks! this feeling sucks!